The weather is fine but a bit cold, and I am heading to work now.
My Mysterious He (MMH) left yesterday for Stockholm and this is the second day out of 13 in total that we are not together.
Well, there were a lot of days we were apart but now that he came to Moscow in January, it's first time we are separated. I feel empty and sad, it's insanely surprising how people get used to someone or something so fast. However, I have the same feeling every time I return home after vacations or something related to it. Or when we cancelled the rent of an appartment with my ex-roomie. I feel stressed. Is it me this emotional or childish or is it how human beings are?
Today is my friend Mary's birthday. Yesterday I thought I would not want to visit her in the beginning of the week even though it's her birthday but I realized I cannot spend time on my own at my and MMH place when he's not here. So today I am going to Mary after work. Hope I will manage to focus on her event and we will spend good time together.
And I invited my ex-roomie this Wednesday because we haven't seen for ages and finally I have some time. And again, thus, I will not be home alone without MMH.
I miss him so much.
But anyway, hope, this time apart will pass soon and today will be an amazing day!
Good luck everyone and Lycka Till! :)
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