In the morning received a message from boss regarding my ugly performance. I really did make a huge mistake and now have to bring an explanatory note on Monday to the director of the sales department
Should I say that I was crying for like 3 hours yesterday after that message?
I know that that's not normal to cry after any fail at work or wherever but I've decided to consider it as a hint and a sign since I've been thinking of leaving the post for some time
So on Monday I plan to attach my resignation to the explanatory note
That's a pitty that it has consumed so much time to understand that this kind of work disagrees with me
Or I'm just a shitty employee
Anyway, I'm still very upset, but at the same time can't understand why such a responsible position (as it has turned to be) as mine is so fucking low-paid but very demanding and sophisticated! I mean, my colleagues (not speaking of myself anymore) are so enormously cool and experienced employees but the wages are shit
The defense of thesis is just in 4 days! I better should be worried about that, cos still have much to do, especially my speech
Well, good times gon come, I hope so, at least ....
Actually my face is round but I dunno what's wrong with that photo...or with me?)
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